Ok so it's been awhile. The sad thing is that nothing super exciting has happend. School started, soccer started, work started..so I've been pretty busy. We have a game today and I really hope we win. So I've been talking to this guy Isaiah and he's such a sweetie. The only awkward thing about it is that he's about 6 foot 3 inches and I'm about oh 5 foot even. So it's kinda funny to see us together. Other than that, nothing really exciting. My parents got back from New York yesterday, I guess they had a lot of fun, so that's cool. Well anyway don't really have a whole lot to say so I better go. I'll try to start posting more.

Daily Reminder:

Don't eat yellow snow. (sorry I couldn't think of a better one)

Currently Watching Chicago (Full Screen Edition) By Catherine Zeta-Jones, Renée Zellweger see related

I'm so excited to go to Rhode Island. My sister got an internship over there and I'm gonna go visit her. I'm gonna leave to Alb. on Monday and spend the day with Jenn and the kids. Then Tuesday I'm gonna spend the day with My Auntie Cella and she's gonna take me to the Airport Wednesday morning. Tara's leaving Monday to basic training. I'm really gonna miss her alot. Everyone pray for her please, she'll need it. She had a going away party last night, that was pretty fun. I saw a bunch of people I haven't seen in awhile. Anyway so that's what's been going on lately. I'll post when I get back from Rhode Island. Talk to you all later!

Daily Reminder:

You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future.

Currently Listening Songs About Jane By Maroon 5 see related

Happy 4th of July!!!! Don't blow off your hand with fireworks...or anyone elses for that matter...have fun and be safe!!!

Daily Reminder:

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

Currently Listening The Mark Tom and Travis Show (The Enema Strikes Back) By blink-182, Blink 182 see related

Ok so far my summer's been ok. My brother came down which was really nice. He was only here for about a week but none the less it was a nice visit. A couple days before he left I went to Mexico for about 6 days. That was a blast. I had way to much fun. When I got back, the people that I'm a nanny for told me they decided to move early and that they were leaving in 2 days. I was so sad. I miss my little kids so much. I watched two little boys ( 3 and 6) and a baby girl (she's about 6 months), for those of you who don't know. So I was pretty sad about that, but I go visit them alot so it's not that bad. So other than that it's just been alot of missing my sister whose in Rhode Island, missing my brother whose in North Carolina, missing my kids who are in Albuquerque, having soccer practice everyday, and getting ready to start my job as a DWI clerk. Hope everyone's summer is going well!!!

Currently Playing Blink 182 By blink-182, Blink 182 see related

I've never felt this alone in my life than I have the past couple of weeks. I've lost any relationship with my mom that I ever had. She's now become someone I pass by in my house every day. I've never really had a good relationship with my dad. We've never really been close. My best friend and I are fighting and he's been gone all week with State Tennis so I haven't really talked to him. I'm not at all close with my sister anymore. Every time I talk to her she pretty much doesn't pay attention and is talking to Jeff the whole time. Don't get me wrong I'm glad her and Jeff are happy, it just sucks that we're not close anymore. I've come to rely on one thing, exercise. I guess this is at least a good outlet for everything. I mean I'm not doing drugs or anything which is what a lot of people do when they're down. So anyway My cousin/friend had a birthday party last night. I sat in a room of about 20 people that I've known since elementary and realized that more than half of the people in the room weren't really my true friends. I came home and got yelled at for a little while by dad. Went to my room and cryed. While I was crying with no one to call to make me feel better I prayed. I prayed for god to send me someone, anyone. While I was in the middle of praying my parents walked in. God sent me someone but I guess that wasn't what I needed. They didn't make me feel much better. I'm just really confused and overwhelmed with everything right now. I'm just gonna keep praying and maybe things will get better. This might be my last post for awhile. I just need a little break from xanga to think.

One last thing. There is something I want you guys to do. Pray. Pray for our troops. Pray for people that are less fortunate than us. Pray for people who are alone. Pray for people who suffer.Pray for people who struggle in everyday life to try to get through.